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Existential Bullshit

by Brandon Frye

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1.
Little Bird 03:06
little bird, you don’t wanna know the troubles of my folk. just stay home. fly south in the winter, sing a song in the spring don’t speak the language, no hate to breed cuz i’m a virus, same as my ball and chain same as the suits in the towers and my garbage man got no love for our mother when daddy’s a no show fighting and feuding, masturbation and game shows we’ve got our secrets and tongue rings, vices and pipe dreams prescriptions and cold feet, egos and fake meat but we’ve got our songs and smiles and heartache which way do you go when nowhere is home? takes money to get there, it hardly seems fair little birds get to fly free from worries and why’s cuz god will provide
2.
i found the stairs leading up to the moon behind the closet door in my old bedroom and it was far too soon you’re so modest you are the wishing well after the spring this is the glue that drips into our dreams i don’t know how this seems little hummingbird, don’t drift away in one ear and right out the other but you seem so attentive you’re not so honest he was a soldier boy tied to his steeple until he wandered his way up the stairwell i don’t know how this seems they stare at walls while shaking heads behind the foggy glass of their eyes they say there’s no more time it’s too tragic we are the comet that chases the sea we are the poison deafening the seed i don’t know what i mean at the base of the steps we kiss goodnight pay the taxi man for his delivery green’s his only language but that don’t phase us follow me to the room that never ends you’ll forget how yester nights were spent now you see what i mean
3.
The Motions 03:06
i felt you up last night on a moving train baby, do you know my name? i’m the boy that an angel lied to so considerate to see this through who the hell are you? little miss lost trying to get found why the hell are you hanging around? please don’t say that you’re proud i ain’t gonna change, sorry to say it comes and it goes with the daily complaints over and over again ‘til i get sore with the motions i brush her hair, so sweet while she’s lying there still not sure if i care while you’re waiting at home, alone with the phone and so it goes, no surprise to me too aware of the cracks and the kinks just trying to live it up while i can keep it up
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Stitched Up 03:09
there’s sickle cells hanging from christmas trees as a reminder of the bastard i am and for what it’s worth i have cried i still bleed, i do but the trouble is awareness of the nonsense of it all and who the hell are you to be anything? who are you to be? a kiss on the lips, i’ve taken everything for granted pulling the threads ‘til the doll’s down and out wound ‘em tight around every photo i owned and did nothing with the moment just bitched and moaned how bout you? who’s to blame? does it matter? do you care at all? there’s misery stitched up in a pretty dress with her hair done and legs shaved calling my name for what it’s worth, i did try to turn away
6.
Should've 02:29
satin laid down where you left me alone with the rats and the whores a product of excess and regrets what for should’ve been catching a football should’ve sealed the deal with a ring should’ve been raised but wasn’t at all spaghetti-strap on her shoulder knowing what’s gotta be done the cure for the illness is the cause of the sickness should’ve been writing a novel should’ve been clearing a path should’ve been guided but wasn’t provided shattered glass on the pavement your god didn’t even say hi stuck with a blank stare suffocating on thin air should’ve been padding my pockets should’ve been making you proud should’ve hung myself with your wishes and kisses
7.
Twice My Age 03:11
going upstate for a weekend cuz all i see is you those walls kept tumbling in and i’m feeling used making bargains with the mailman saying don’t come around save the bills til’ next week gotta leave this town this highway’s filled with dreamers seeing the same shade of blue there’s a toddler in the car seat is he sick of it too? they say save it for next time i’ve got too much to say wishing i could be you, man cuz i feel twice my age
8.
my new best friend not another who pretends somebody like me but not really he calls my bluff knows i’m not strong enough looking in the mirror is free but accepting it all is not easy which way did i go? no control, no home, no nothing something like fear in the way who would i be? just a bird, clipped and amazed staring from a cage for days a coward content not to change who’s that i see? cracks in his skin like the pavement flooding them up with poison quit staring at me they hate me, i’m not pretty, i’m lonely and i’m quitting tonight at midnight and then everything will be alright

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DLO#007 - "Existential Bullshit" by Brandon Frye

Originally released on June 22, 2012, this is Brandon's debut solo album, recorded and mixed at home, in the preceding months and in some cases, years.

Dismal and at times bitter, the songs duel with themes of God, love, modern societies, and an undefined internal struggle- the Existential Bullshit that makes up most of our little breakdowns in life. Somewhere, the rock band Kiss, the naivety and idealism of youth collides with reality and things get confusing, blurry, disenchanting. This song cycle deals in the intimate elements of that struggle from the mundane to catastrophic.

Although the primary instrument on this record is an acoustic guitar, this is hardly a typical "folk" record. layered with odd sounds, sprinkled electronics, the ambient sounds picked up from the home recording method- the lo-fi production sort of becomes a player on the record- pair with brandon's voice to create a very specific, and unique sonic landscape.

Brandon currently plays with Superbomb & Factory Girls, and also maintains a semi-active electronic project, The_Pages.

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released November 4, 2012

All songs written, performed and arranged by Brandon Frye
Additional instruments on "Everything Will Be Alright" by Greg Aubry and Steven Gamburd

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Dead Letter Office Detroit, Michigan

Dead Letter Office is an eclectic record label out of Detroit, MI. Current Roster: Ian Pinchback, Superbomb, The Eugene Strobe, Future Slang, Mike Anton, Jeff Jablonski, Brandon Frye, Kyle McBee, Dmitry Shteynvil.
Archival Roster: Dead Letters, Black Lodge, The_Pages, Cocoon Life, Factory Girls, The Mantons

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